only 90s kids can reblog this
I have no clue what to do anymore I mean I am doing everything in my power to be normal when I’m not but today’s society calls for the calm off Standish do what your told person and I’m more fuck you I do what I want and blah blah blah and I’m a smart Ass so none of this is working but if I be who I am I risk losing my job and my friends I have no clue what to do can anyone help me out with some advice
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my friend’s boyfriend broke up with her via snapchat and if that doesn’t sum up the 21st century in one event i don’t know what does
I am ridin thaf train too!!
How ironic that happened to me

Story time niggs. Okay, basically the girl on the left is me, the girl on the right is a girl called Kayla that i have never meet in my life, i have a misunderstanding with her friend where i basically said she was annoying, she found out and started threatening and attacking me. The girl on the right called me out for calling her friend (Shayna) annoying and ‘defended’ Shayna by placing two of our photos together and getting people to vote for the who was the ‘most attractive’. It is one of the cruelest things i have had done to me, and to be mocked, humiliated and basically bullied like that is disgusting on her part, only for her to make it worse by repeatedly calling me an ugly skank. Pointing out somebodys personal flaws is not okay, and if i have ever done it to somebody i apologize with all my heart, because i know how heart-breaking it is to see 66 people ‘like to agree’ you are ugly. I would appreciate if we could reblog the shit out of this, so that she can understand what a bad person she is.
I’m suffering I’m tired I’m pissed off and honestly I’m fed up and honestly I will kill everything you love or ever will love you pushed me to far and I’m over my limit I stood by and took your shit I took the pain I took the torcher I took all of the stress and hatred I took the childishness and the fucked up stuff so you know what when you least expect it the shit that makes you happy is going to disappear and you won’t know until its to late so fuck you and everything you’ve ever done.
I’m still alone only now I’m completely alone the love of my life left me because I’m not worth her time anymore I didn’t want to grow up and I caused it yea I’m mad yes I’m depressed but none of that trumps me being alone I just wish it was different that I still had her and I wasn’t so damn lazy I just I don’t even know anymore I feel worthless and it’s killing me but I’ll just keep faking a smile faking my happiness and act like I’m ok so people think I’m doing fine when in reality my mind is exploding and it feels like my heart is Bering torn out
Every moment without you is blind torched I can’t think let alone breath with the suffocating thought of life without you I’m so alone it drives me nuts I keep telling myself ill be ok that ill make it through this when I know I won’t I look at my newly bought gun and think is this my end or should I set it down and start a new beginning you were my life and now I have nothing how do I go on knowing ill never have you again.
